Gees!! There's been a long time that i never update here~
Everything are fine, although it's a bit drop off from classes~ =P
And the worst for the month is that i lost my new phone *again* in 2 weeks time, then now change back to a cheaper phone..... ops.......
So here it is!
Days are getting better with my baby around~ :D
It just gives me a feeling of, this is my life, and that's it! It's happy, stress less, everyday what i am thinking of is what to do next, or what to eat next............ hrmmm, very lazy huh?
But........... it is also aimless.
I can never strike to the best i can do in my studies, although it's still maintained on the level (am i?), but i can never get over it.
For more or less, i am hard to concentrate on my studies because my life are too wonderful with my bape around. Which makes me fell in deeply that i will never wanna get up.
It's too nice that i forget all about my studies, haha!
Every single time being with him and his family makes me forgot about all the worries.
I know it is wrong, i should balance up my time between studies and him........ blah blah blah...........
and yeah, i tell my self, it is only for this semester.
And it is the last time for me to be like this.
For the end of this semester, he will left and off to US for his studies again.
And the powerful hardworking me will be back!! bwahahaha!! "I swear to my self!
Sometimes i will think, figuring what makes me keep hiding away from studies, classes or what ever related..........
and yeah. i think i am not happy with it........ i can't enjoy the time in classes, even if i am so concentrate on my work, i am not enjoy, at all........
I used to be so happy every time i went to classes, that i will never miss every single class.
But now, i just wish that the lecturer are sick that i can never need to go class.
Why is this happening? i always ask my self........
Life without happiness is meaningless, that's why, i couldn't find any of passion in classes now.
It's lack of something, and i know what it is.
But i know, i can never get it back.......
I thought i had let it go, but i found that i just couldn't.........
It's a seed in my heart now, a seed that reminds me how silly am i putting so much effort and heart in it.
I will never regret for what i have done, but if only there's another chance, i hope that this never happen, that i never met u guys from the beginning.
At least it won't hurt that much when you lose everything you had.
It's really pathetic......... i am so sick of my self being like this.
If only there's something to wash away all my memories, which reminds me all the time about how silly am i.
I want the old me back!
The one that can smile all the time no matter what,
the one that doesn't cares for what people think of,
the ONE, that is always full of passion on everything........
Not this one which always hide away from evil and seek for warmth from my love one.
How can i grow strong and tough enough?
I am just scared that if there's one day i will be drown deeply in my own loneliness.........
That's just freaking bad.......
Ahaha, never thought of i will speak this much for today though.
Everything will be fine!! Yeah!!!
Gudnite everyone, have a nice day though.....
View from Roadtrip
Creep - Postmodern Jukebox ft. Haley Reinhart
Love this song. Enjoy.
Monday, June 27, 2011
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
《斗破苍穹》
等了这么久!我终于拿到我的新电话了~:D
白色的iphone4~~XD
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昨天正式开学了,要开始忙了咯~~
实在是开心到暴!导致我最近都完全沉迷于 i phone 的 apps 里~~
因为实在是有太多吸引人的玩意儿了~
不过很多人都觉得我不出一个月就会遗失我的电话=..=
真是的,用不着这么诅咒我吧@@||
我一定会好好保管的啦~~~~
呵呵,说到iphone,肯定就会想到那一大堆好玩的软件!(发明iphone的人真的很伟大:D)
而我当然也不例外,第一件事就是去App store download了一大堆有的没的apps!
其中download了一个 “爱阅读” 的apps~ 类似ebook的软件吧~
从中,我间接接触到一本玄幻小说!!
也是要在这里和大家分享的,因为实在是太太太太好看了!
已经沉迷于这本小说里几天了,无法自拔!!
在网上找了一些相关的网页,就附在下面了~ :)
对玄幻小说喜爱至极的书友不妨去看一下~~XD
作者:天蚕土豆
书名:《斗破苍穹》
阅读网页:
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昨天正式开学了,要开始忙了咯~~
时间这次真的要好好安排,不能在堕落了~ 呵呵呵~~
这个星期六,宝贝就回来了!!!:D
开心!!!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Bubye holiday.
It's my last day of holiday! I will gonna miss this holiday.
Tomorrow will be the 1st day for 3rd year sem 1, and it's our final year!!!
Results are okay for last sem :)
The VST editing is done, everything are stepping forward smoothly :D
Tomorrow will be the 1st day for 3rd year sem 1, and it's our final year!!!
Results are okay for last sem :)
The VST editing is done, everything are stepping forward smoothly :D
Hope things will be alright later on.
Huray for my last year!
And yeah, one more week and my dear will be back! YES!!!
My time will be in so packed after that!
I can see how busy am i will be in the nex 3 month!!
Cant wait!!!!!XD
And yeah, one more week and my dear will be back! YES!!!
My time will be in so packed after that!
I can see how busy am i will be in the nex 3 month!!
Cant wait!!!!!XD
Sunday, April 24, 2011
Thursday, April 7, 2011
AWESOMENESS
Whuaaahhhhh~~~~~~~ =v= (satisfied~~~~~)
Finally i can say:" Oooolala!!!! It's HOOOLLIDAAAAAAAAAAAY!!"
Many things happens in the 1st week of my holiday~
Spend sometimes on the VST refining, then the nex will b the Birthday celebration~
Hmm, it's past, so there's no point for me to write it here.
Another Birthday greet to our honorable lec Chee Seng (0403)
Who teach me alot! Thank you~~ (The sing K is great :D)
And last to the most supportive friend Jian Woei (0405)
Which i almost forget his birthday@@, hehe, paiseh~~~ :D
Oh ya, the Ching Ming Fest too~~
So after the busy 1st week~ (all the outing and celebrating)
It steps into the AWESOMENESS 2nd week~~:D
For the first thing, i finally get to watch Battle LA and HOP with Chi woon and Yok zi~:D
The 1st time i get to watch movies in my holiday~:D And wanna watch more and more good movies!!!!XD Enjoy~~~~ ♥
Then i teach my silly bro how to take bus from midvalley back to puchong~
(Somehow he never take bus before because of my mum OVERprotection........)
Phew, that is so tiring~
Another thing i feel disappointing is the Broga Hill plan delay :(
This is the 1st outing plan for holiday with Shin and Wei (Birthday celebration is not included) which i wanted and wish for so long~~~~~~ Exciting for whole day before it~
But too bad~:(
It is delay due to girls are busying for some work for exhibition tat makes them couldn't make it on the Tues~
And so because it is already delay, they plan to put it on the last week of holiday so that Cheng and Jian Woei can join~
So more and more people are joining this plan~ :)
Hmmm, which really freaks me out though~ 8/
Somethings up to my mind by then~ *smiles, shhhhhhh, m not telling anyone :)*
The Last and the BEST thing i love the most is ART JAM!!!!!
Whoots! It is really motivated! It inspire me in many ways~~:D
Im now enjoying the fun of drawing~~~ A LOT!
It actually give me a very free space to draw and with an aim! Not aimless anymore~:D
Can draw freely and fun!
My dream get full while i drawing~~
Since the time i choose DG, i said to my self, I can still draw without joining IL, and i can learn more than drawing (Animation)~
But after joining DG, i got no time, no heart, and no motivation to DRAW!
So now in this holiday, i can finally do things i want to do for so long~~:D
It is the best things i have done in this week~:) Hope fully for the rest of the holiday~:D
Cant wait to the nex weekend for Art Jam!~~XD
So on and so far, im now working on some paintings with playing colors~~:D
Here to introduce Benjamin Zhang Bin to all!! His work is AWESOME!!!
Full of colors!!!! Which i wanted to learn for so long~~:D
And now i finally got time to "invest" and learn~~~~XD
Whoots and HOORAY for all!!!!:D
Toast, to my future,
Toast, to my meaningful holiday~:D
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It's APRIL!!!!
Means it's one month further to ur flight to come home~~~:)
Yipiiiii~~~:D
Thanks for listening me and be there for me when im down~~~ :3
I know you are so busy lately! X3
Love you bape ♥
Thursday, March 24, 2011
So what?
It is so pathetic.......
What the hell is everything going on?
Is it normal to be like this?
If it is, then i have nothing to say.
"This is what and how things should be. " I tell my self.
Hmmm, impressive.
See, i predicted it at first, and i was not wrong......
Everything just go back to how it should be.
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I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
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'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track baby
I was born this way
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I know what I want and what i am doing now, this is enough for all.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
尊孔之夜
经过了2天2夜不吃不睡拼命的赶功课后,Concept Art终于在昨天交了上去!*鼓掌*:D
虽然老师说我们Present得很烂,哈哈!!因为我们都讲解错了方向==
不过忙碌赶功课的日子也正式告一个段落了!!XD
现在就只剩下Animation还有VST refine了~~~
万岁!!
在昨天presentation之后,就是时候回校看尊孔之夜了!!
好久没有回去学校了。
表演不错看,至于技术组……唉,算了吧,还是那个死样子。
竟然在那样的节目出差错!很难看咯!
真的很怀念以前还在做幕后人员的时候。
做后台也好,音响也罢,就是觉得如果在做的事我们的话,肯定可以做到更好!
想到我们以前8仙怎么可能会让这些问题发生呢?!
有机会的话,真的很想回去帮曾湘茗老师的忙,不是做技术组也好,就是想要参与整个制作就是了~:D
感觉就是很爽!!
看表演的时候,对表演节目总是有很多的想法,觉得节目应该要这样这样那样那样才对!
唉,几时才有这个机会把我的想法一一实现呢?
真的好怀念以前服务的时候啊!!X3
不过老师辛苦了!!看到她这么拼命,有点心疼,因为曾湘茗真的是一个很伟大的老师!!
有她才有今天的我!!:D
老师加油!!有机会我一定要回去帮你!(虽然你可能有点不屑==哈哈!)
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宝贝最近又在忙考试了,才刚放完假又要忙了~~
我忙final,他又忙~~~
唉~~~~~好难找到时间谈天~~~~=@=
假期快快来就最好了!XD
Tuesday, March 15, 2011
MODE
Normal face ( without showing teeth off course)
Hungry face
Moody face
Begging face
YEEK face
Took all these photos just now during dinner with family.......
It is way too boring and i have nothing to do.......
So i took these photos to show what i am thinking now~~
Hmmm~~ All my feelings shows~:D
After the observation of my own photos, i can see that......
I THIN jor A LOT!!!! Walao!!!T..T
I hate being this thin T^T
hais........
Things going so bad now....... really don't like to be like this.......
Two weeks more!!! Sem break faster come then everything will be fine!!!
Pray hard for me...... sob sob T____T
Assignment!!!! Aza aza fighting!!!
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Yeah, i got my ipad 2 edi lurh~~~XD but it is in US@@"" With my dear baby~~~X3
And i am going to get my iphone 4 sooner and later~~~ Yeepee~~~:3
Hope my baby faster come back~~~ 2012 is coming !! Huhu......
All the best for ALL!!!!
Monday, March 7, 2011
It's baby 20th Birthday!!:D
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
So true ♥
See this from facebook, share share~~:D
女孩子并不在乎与你生活一起会遇到困难,她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上;
女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫,她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱;
女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何,她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你们的未来 ♥
6 months
Its been a long time that i never shows up here~~:D Half a year!
This mean that there's been quite a peaceful "half year" i have got that makes me being "absent" here without any words to say~:D
Let's see,
End of year 2010 and steps into year 2011~
CNY, Valentines were all passed~~
Family are still in a lot of troubles~
Move to new house~
Studies up to Year2 Sem3~
And finally, busy for ASSIGNMENTS!!
But it is quite a fully schedule i have got for this period~
Every day is fully packed~~:D
Oh ya, and it is 3 years already for our long relationship!! Hurray XD!!
But we are far aparts, and busy this time@@ there is no any special celebration for us =[
But nvm!! May is coming soon and he is coming back SOON!!!:D
Yeah!!!
Thats all for now~~ hmmm~~ wondering if theres any others things to say?
Yea, GAMBATEH for my future!!
One more year!! Then i will be freeXD!! YES!!
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