Moody moody moody moody..........

Today is a moody day.....it used to be gud as ussual......
but when figure class come......it started to change.......
why is everyone improving but i am not??
so useless.......
today is the 1st time tat my art work doesnt post on the board(?).......
people may think tat, aiyo, nvm de lar, just one time oni ma..........
but for me, its actually a heart attack........
n last week tat manequin i also score B- > B........
B-!!!!how does this happens??!
i thought tat my result can all in the average of B+ > B......but now got a B-.........

my creativity is low.......n the oni skill tat i am quite proud of is sketching figure............
but now i really doubt.......wat am i really gud at?
no creative, no skills anymore........
its oni a normal ppl after all....
some may think that B- is already very gud.......but u will never know the feeling when you drop from high to low........
the highest mark u get b4.......the deepest u will drop when u score a low marks...........
it really hurts.......feeling so sad n wan to cry edi...........
useless me.........
somemore now got lots of final project r waiting for us to done........
die lor........
really dun hav heart n strenght to do anything.........
no motive at all.........

couldnt contact my dear.......coz he is quite busy now in finding collegde........
in a vacation trip also.......
no way to spread my feelings..........>.<
erhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!just wan to cry all out!!!but cant><
ish...........useless me.........
the pop up prototype sucks.............

so embarass to drop ur face, dad.........so shame.........

so miss u ar................♥

......few minutes oni.....

Few minutes can change the world......
Few minutes can change my feelings.......
sob sob......
is everything like this??
dun like it lor......
y sudden like argueing de......
Just now still very happy de.....then he on9 edi......of course i more happy de lar~
but y har.......y suddenly argue de......

i just like to share everything......y u dun like to listen?
like i am forcing u to listen.......
i thought u might be quite interesting to what happen to me like wat i feel too......
but y leh?
wats wrong??
or m i too stick on to u???
just wan to share things happen in me to u......then turn out like forcing u to listen things happen to me.......
then u r like no concern n not supportive at all......
sob sob.......

m i too bodering u?
nitez lor................

Time Square♥

Today i go to do hair steaming with my mum~XD

now my hair r not that dry edi~~^^

Then go to time square with the LOMO gang~==

Chee han, datong n tik sheng lar~

They r damn funny~>w<

Keep helping ppl promote products==

made me buy things tat i dun really nid==......

lol~ but its nice indeed~^^

Get lots of inspire from tat flea market~(its actually not flea market== but i called it flea market~=p)

Then we go to sweet chat to hav our dinner~(its actually my lunch==......)

The food is okok oni~ Secret recipe de Mac & cheese r better~~>w<

Photo of 4 of us~ lol~ so ugly me==......

Today is US indepentdent day~~^^

Yesterday dear went to count down~^^

hope he is having fun lor~^^muahahaha~~

nitez everyone~♥♥

Gud day Gud nitez~^^

So happy~^^
today no go out~ no go anyplace~ just stay at home~ peace~(>3<)v
Got a video talk with hun this morning (actually is noon== sleep till 1pm oni wake up~wkkk)muahahaha~ fully charged~^^

Then i finish my design 1 in a shortly day~^^
so satisfide~^^
still got finish art mock-up n figure drawing (4 head) left lor~
actually plan to sketch 6~10ppl de~
nid to train my own skill edi~
dad say practice more oni can sharpen my skill~
if not i wun learn anything==
like wat they say lor~ dun hav any improvement if keeping on like this~
so in order to improve~ practice is the best way~^^ muahahaha~
figure drawing is really fun`^^ like it~^^

Noa go take a fully sleep~^^ then tomoro will be another homework day lor~^^
nitez everyone~^^
♥gud nitez dear♥

Exhausted==

lol~ Last minute r really bad==........sleep at 630am yesterday==(actually is day b4 yesterday, coz now is midnight edi =3=)
so tired today><......
go makan steamboat with family==........doesnt feel gud......
maybe the food r not bad, but eating with them r so tiring==.......
friends r better >.< can eat happily~^^
dint eat much lor~

Actually i should be sleeping now==......
but so miss him neh~ he din online today......=3=
dunno y......is there sumthing happens?
coz he says he had an arguement with his guardian in the time i went out to class.....
ask him wat happen he also dunwan tell.....== now make me very worry abt him==.......
scare if theres anything happen......

The design homework is going tougher n tougher==........
my creativity r so low >.< die lor......
my skill r the oni things i am proud of.......but i cannot too ego edi.......==
if not i will die hard lor==

The follower r so scary ar.......i so scare><
although i think he stop edi.......but still scare......
y this world full of these kind of weird ppl de ><
i so gang ar.......