最近的我又来了~
每天都乖乖回家，哪里都没去~
早上起床，看书，上网，做功课，上课，放学，回家，看书，上网，做功课，睡觉。
去婆婆家住了几天，发现日子真的好无聊。
乖乖做功课，可就总是觉得缺少了什么。
或许是动力，或是一些新鲜的事吧？
功课也好无聊，没有什么让我动起来的感觉~
提不起劲儿。
时间突然多了起来~
不过这样也好~不用怕没时间了~
称赞下自己，好乖~ =D
最近有在想未来的事，要努力了~
（哈哈~不懂做不做到tim~~~）
以前常常觉得自己感觉上活了好久，现在想想，觉得好好笑~
因为发现未来其实还有好久好久哦~
还要很久，我才能出国升学~
还要很久，我才能摆脱这些枷锁~
还要很久，我才能开始把我的世界建立起来~
呼~想下想下~真的还要很久==
突然很想要一架时光机~ 不用带我去到很远的时空~ 只要2年就好~
2年后的我~应该已经在美国了~
脱离这里的一切~开始我的新生活~
嗯~听起来不错~=D
想到都觉得振奋~~
加油！努力！忽视一切不如意的事！！
宝贝也是要加油！！！未来不远了！
呼~~~~~~
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Sunday, September 26, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
怎么办？
是我表现得太多，让你没有机会表现吗？
到底是为什么？
好想紧紧地抱着你，但是会怕，站着的你，脚会承受不了我抱时的重量。
好想紧紧地拥着你，但是会怕，坐着的你，好像没有反应似的，让我害怕，抱着抱着又会忍不住缩回来。
好想紧紧地牵着你，但是会怕，不是没牵过，而是牵了一下又会忍不住收回来，害怕你不喜欢，因为你并没有抓住我……
好想枕在你的肩膀，但是怕你的肩膀会累，让你辛苦，都不敢依太久。
好想靠在你的胸膛，但是你并没有张开双手撑着我，靠下去，只会掉下来。
好想躺在你的怀里，但是你肚子不舒服，躺下去你会更不舒服。
什么都只能用想的，什么都不敢，什么都怕，什么都压抑着……
我该怎么办？
不是没有主动过，而是主动后的你好像都没有什么反应。
想直接对你说：“可不可以牵我？”
但是又觉得好像在逼迫。
到底要怎么样，才能找回当初甜蜜的感觉？
到底要怎么样，你才会像从前那般的呵护我？
我想念你的温度，想念你的一切，却一切都得不到……
是我太贪心吗？
是不是渴望太多了？
我永远都学不会教训……
明明就提醒自己很多次，没有希望就不会失望。
但是我永远都学不乖，一而再再而三地把希望放在你身上……
希望有一天，你会主动过来牵我，主动过来抱抱我……
不是一下，而是永远不放开的那种。
还记得以前的我，走路时总爱把手放在你裤子后面的口袋。
因为你不会牵我。
还记得以前的我，走路时都会拦着你的腰。
因为你不会抱我。
但是现在，做回同样的事，只会觉得害怕，不敢。
我该怎么办？
在你面前，我永远都提不起自信，没有信心，一直都在猜测你的想法……
我真的真的很没安全感。
我已经尽力了。
你是否可以看见，每一次在你面前的我，其实都是在装自信，装冷静，装成熟，装没事。
因为不敢让你知道我的不安，不敢让你知道我的焦虑。
我知道我比一般人更没有安全感，更容易乱想，更容易失去信心。
所以并不敢让这些烦人的东西烦你。
害怕让你厌恶。
从一开始，就知道你不喜欢烦人的东西。
你不喜欢我摸你，不喜欢我碰你，不论是头发、脸、五官、颈、肚子、腰、手还是脚。
你不喜欢我叮咛你，不喜欢每次在你耳边唠唠叨叨。
你不喜欢我每次拿小事烦你。
你不喜欢我每次叫你帮我作决定。
你不喜欢我每次帮你作决定。
你不喜欢我每次在你面前抱怨这抱怨那。
你不喜欢我和我家人相处的方式。
你不喜欢我说话大声。
你不喜欢我每次偷拍你，更不喜欢和我拍照。
你不喜欢读华文或很多文字的东西，所以更不会看我写的东西。
你不喜欢时时刻刻和我说你的事。
你不喜欢我问题多多。
你不喜欢我每次作比较。
你不喜欢我每次装聪明。
你不喜欢我很粗鲁。
你不喜欢我逼你。
你不喜欢我猜疑你。
你不喜欢我作息不正常。
你不喜欢我驾快车。
你不喜欢我斤斤计较。
你不喜欢我什么，我很清楚。
但是如果问我你喜欢我什么。
我一个都回答不到你。
一个都没有……你要我怎么在你面前自信起来？
你说我该怎么办？我真的不知道该怎么办了……
到底是为什么？
好想紧紧地抱着你，但是会怕，站着的你，脚会承受不了我抱时的重量。
好想紧紧地拥着你，但是会怕，坐着的你，好像没有反应似的，让我害怕，抱着抱着又会忍不住缩回来。
好想紧紧地牵着你，但是会怕，不是没牵过，而是牵了一下又会忍不住收回来，害怕你不喜欢，因为你并没有抓住我……
好想枕在你的肩膀，但是怕你的肩膀会累，让你辛苦，都不敢依太久。
好想靠在你的胸膛，但是你并没有张开双手撑着我，靠下去，只会掉下来。
好想躺在你的怀里，但是你肚子不舒服，躺下去你会更不舒服。
什么都只能用想的，什么都不敢，什么都怕，什么都压抑着……
我该怎么办？
不是没有主动过，而是主动后的你好像都没有什么反应。
想直接对你说：“可不可以牵我？”
但是又觉得好像在逼迫。
到底要怎么样，才能找回当初甜蜜的感觉？
到底要怎么样，你才会像从前那般的呵护我？
我想念你的温度，想念你的一切，却一切都得不到……
是我太贪心吗？
是不是渴望太多了？
我永远都学不会教训……
明明就提醒自己很多次，没有希望就不会失望。
但是我永远都学不乖，一而再再而三地把希望放在你身上……
希望有一天，你会主动过来牵我，主动过来抱抱我……
不是一下，而是永远不放开的那种。
还记得以前的我，走路时总爱把手放在你裤子后面的口袋。
因为你不会牵我。
还记得以前的我，走路时都会拦着你的腰。
因为你不会抱我。
但是现在，做回同样的事，只会觉得害怕，不敢。
我该怎么办？
在你面前，我永远都提不起自信，没有信心，一直都在猜测你的想法……
我真的真的很没安全感。
我已经尽力了。
你是否可以看见，每一次在你面前的我，其实都是在装自信，装冷静，装成熟，装没事。
因为不敢让你知道我的不安，不敢让你知道我的焦虑。
我知道我比一般人更没有安全感，更容易乱想，更容易失去信心。
所以并不敢让这些烦人的东西烦你。
害怕让你厌恶。
从一开始，就知道你不喜欢烦人的东西。
你不喜欢我摸你，不喜欢我碰你，不论是头发、脸、五官、颈、肚子、腰、手还是脚。
你不喜欢我叮咛你，不喜欢每次在你耳边唠唠叨叨。
你不喜欢我每次拿小事烦你。
你不喜欢我每次叫你帮我作决定。
你不喜欢我每次帮你作决定。
你不喜欢我每次在你面前抱怨这抱怨那。
你不喜欢我和我家人相处的方式。
你不喜欢我说话大声。
你不喜欢我每次偷拍你，更不喜欢和我拍照。
你不喜欢读华文或很多文字的东西，所以更不会看我写的东西。
你不喜欢时时刻刻和我说你的事。
你不喜欢我问题多多。
你不喜欢我每次作比较。
你不喜欢我每次装聪明。
你不喜欢我很粗鲁。
你不喜欢我逼你。
你不喜欢我猜疑你。
你不喜欢我作息不正常。
你不喜欢我驾快车。
你不喜欢我斤斤计较。
你不喜欢我什么，我很清楚。
但是如果问我你喜欢我什么。
我一个都回答不到你。
一个都没有……你要我怎么在你面前自信起来？
你说我该怎么办？我真的不知道该怎么办了……
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
今天该做什么呢？
hmm~~~
难得把累积的功课都赶完了~
预留了唯一没上课的日子，就是今天~
本来好期待~想说好好的陪你~~
但现在……我该做些什么咧？
整天呆在家赖赖闲哦…………？
Chris他们说我变了~
这一句话我很在意~
我真的变了吗？
他说我做功课越来越没有用心~懒惰了~~
是真的吗？
问了阿欣，她也没说什么……
其实大概猜得到，你们一定都觉得因为我男朋友回来了，所以我在课业上没那么用心了~
唉~
老实说，我不是很喜欢这样的想法，因为我觉得我不是一个公私不分的人……
可能偶尔会被心情影响，但是我也会被其他东西影响啊~~
就算我男朋友没有回来~
我觉得我也会是这样~不过可能功课不用那么赶而已~时间会多一点而已~
我的功课还是一样会这么做~
还是一样会画鸡蛋人~@@"因为最容易画~
我从以前就知道，我不是那种会画很细很细的东西的人~像Chris, Ah sheng, Jian woei你们那样~
我也不懂怎么说呢……
就是我喜欢的，我会很用心很用心去做~
做到开心，满意的话~细的部分就会处理得很好~
但是如果做到很Sienz的部分~那么我就没有那么多心思去处理了~~
就像这一次Line Animation~
不是我敷衍乱乱画鸡蛋人~
而是那两本小本的真的话倒很不舒服咧~
手不懂放哪里画，又不能用light box trace~ 眼睛看那么小有很累~
让我很没有心去画它~ 做不到你们那么厉害~
但是大张的~我自认做到很开心~真的一画就停不了手的那种咯~
还有机器人……我……只能说我会让自己爱上你的！！
不想解释那么多了~
唉~~看一看想一想~上面解释的又有点像借口~~可是那也是事实阿~
现在唯有让时间证明一切了~~~
再来，
有时候很想知道你心里在想什么？
是不是和我一样？
面对你时的各种心情与感觉~ 好的坏的~
你是否也一样？？面对我时也会这么挣扎、恍惚不安？
不知道你是把所有心情都藏了起来，还是其实你根本就没有这些心情？？
好想问你~~却怕问出口后得到的答案~
想问你是否也一样的想我？就如我想你那般……？
有时候真的只想静静的和你呆在同一个空间~各做各的事情也好~
偶尔抬眼看一下对方~却什么都不必说~
这样也很美好阿~
不一定要出去走街~不一定要去看戏~
就这么和你膩在一起~也很幸福~~
吾爱。
难得把累积的功课都赶完了~
预留了唯一没上课的日子，就是今天~
本来好期待~想说好好的陪你~~
但现在……我该做些什么咧？
整天呆在家赖赖闲哦…………？
Chris他们说我变了~
这一句话我很在意~
我真的变了吗？
他说我做功课越来越没有用心~懒惰了~~
是真的吗？
问了阿欣，她也没说什么……
其实大概猜得到，你们一定都觉得因为我男朋友回来了，所以我在课业上没那么用心了~
唉~
老实说，我不是很喜欢这样的想法，因为我觉得我不是一个公私不分的人……
可能偶尔会被心情影响，但是我也会被其他东西影响啊~~
就算我男朋友没有回来~
我觉得我也会是这样~不过可能功课不用那么赶而已~时间会多一点而已~
我的功课还是一样会这么做~
还是一样会画鸡蛋人~@@"因为最容易画~
我从以前就知道，我不是那种会画很细很细的东西的人~像Chris, Ah sheng, Jian woei你们那样~
我也不懂怎么说呢……
就是我喜欢的，我会很用心很用心去做~
做到开心，满意的话~细的部分就会处理得很好~
但是如果做到很Sienz的部分~那么我就没有那么多心思去处理了~~
就像这一次Line Animation~
不是我敷衍乱乱画鸡蛋人~
而是那两本小本的真的话倒很不舒服咧~
手不懂放哪里画，又不能用light box trace~ 眼睛看那么小有很累~
让我很没有心去画它~ 做不到你们那么厉害~
但是大张的~我自认做到很开心~真的一画就停不了手的那种咯~
还有机器人……我……只能说我会让自己爱上你的！！
不想解释那么多了~
唉~~看一看想一想~上面解释的又有点像借口~~可是那也是事实阿~
现在唯有让时间证明一切了~~~
再来，
有时候很想知道你心里在想什么？
是不是和我一样？
面对你时的各种心情与感觉~ 好的坏的~
你是否也一样？？面对我时也会这么挣扎、恍惚不安？
不知道你是把所有心情都藏了起来，还是其实你根本就没有这些心情？？
好想问你~~却怕问出口后得到的答案~
想问你是否也一样的想我？就如我想你那般……？
有时候真的只想静静的和你呆在同一个空间~各做各的事情也好~
偶尔抬眼看一下对方~却什么都不必说~
这样也很美好阿~
不一定要出去走街~不一定要去看戏~
就这么和你膩在一起~也很幸福~~
吾爱。
Monday, May 24, 2010
总结一个字——怕……
你回来了，让我变得更加胆小……
我很怕……也不懂怕什么……
想用力抱你，可又怕……
想对你说些什么，又是怕……
怕一切回不到以前那样，怕人变了，感情也变了……
受伤的你，感觉如此憔悴……
感觉如果我一用力，就会碎一样……
对，就是碎。
让我好怕好怕。
好怕感情太过度让你逃避，也怕自己会吓到你……
更怕向你要求更多，感觉好像很浪费你时间一样……
但是却又很贪心……
这几天根本没有心情做功课……
功课其实不多，就是没有心情……
一直拖一直拖……
我发现，在这关系里，我把自己看得很低，就怕看得太高，会让你生厌……
唉……我该怎么办？
之前你在读书，远在国外，我一直都不敢拿自己的东西烦你……
养成了什么事都把自己摆在最后的习惯……
你不在的这些日子，我已经习惯了不敢再去向你要求些什么……
但现在你回来了……
我要继续这样吗？还是可以要求更多？
但是短短2个月……
要求更多的话，离别时怎么办？
想了好多好多，还是不知该怎么办，更不知该如何告诉你……
烦啊……
我想我真的馅得很深了……完蛋……
我很怕……也不懂怕什么……
想用力抱你，可又怕……
想对你说些什么，又是怕……
怕一切回不到以前那样，怕人变了，感情也变了……
受伤的你，感觉如此憔悴……
感觉如果我一用力，就会碎一样……
对，就是碎。
让我好怕好怕。
好怕感情太过度让你逃避，也怕自己会吓到你……
更怕向你要求更多，感觉好像很浪费你时间一样……
但是却又很贪心……
这几天根本没有心情做功课……
功课其实不多，就是没有心情……
一直拖一直拖……
我发现，在这关系里，我把自己看得很低，就怕看得太高，会让你生厌……
唉……我该怎么办？
之前你在读书，远在国外，我一直都不敢拿自己的东西烦你……
养成了什么事都把自己摆在最后的习惯……
你不在的这些日子，我已经习惯了不敢再去向你要求些什么……
但现在你回来了……
我要继续这样吗？还是可以要求更多？
但是短短2个月……
要求更多的话，离别时怎么办？
想了好多好多，还是不知该怎么办，更不知该如何告诉你……
烦啊……
我想我真的馅得很深了……完蛋……
Saturday, May 22, 2010
你回来了！！！
哇塞！！心情好复杂啊！！！！我要呐喊！！我要痛哭！！
我不知道该如何形容我的感觉……
总结来说就是笨透了！竟然搞出这种乌龙！
好蠢……
然后那种死人性格又跑出来……再加上那些死人讲的话……
要气死了！！><
怎么一个好好的日子会变成这样啊……
好复杂好复杂！！
唉……你一定很失望吧？没有去到机场接你……
我每一次只要一紧张，就会装镇定，装到很冷静那种，然后就会让人觉得很串了><
希望你家人没有误会我是坏女孩拉==……
要死了！！！！
谢谢阿欣……><
想到昨晚……我看我还是撞墙死掉算了！！><
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
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搞砸了……
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
我不知道该如何形容我的感觉……
总结来说就是笨透了！竟然搞出这种乌龙！
好蠢……
然后那种死人性格又跑出来……再加上那些死人讲的话……
要气死了！！><
怎么一个好好的日子会变成这样啊……
好复杂好复杂！！
唉……你一定很失望吧？没有去到机场接你……
我每一次只要一紧张，就会装镇定，装到很冷静那种，然后就会让人觉得很串了><
希望你家人没有误会我是坏女孩拉==……
要死了！！！！
谢谢阿欣……><
想到昨晚……我看我还是撞墙死掉算了！！><
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
搞砸了……
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Why ar?
hmmmm~ somthing weird happens around me~
i m now working in steamboat restaurant with ah yew and jia sheng~
I can feel the differences of how my friend treat me......tats y i can feel tat ah yew treat me differently then b4..........
(ah yew is a very very best friend of mine n my so called boyfriend)
not to say think too much la~
b4 he nvr talk to me like this~ he wun make fun of me with this serious topic~(love thingy)
but now he did~ tats y i know tat he is not joking~ just tat he is telling out sumthing he nt dare to tell through joking way~
okay~ so thing is like this~
since we start working together~ we are getting closer~
sumtime he will ask me m i available (since i nvr occasionally show tat i m nt availeble infront of my highschool friend~)
he also ask me wat is the realationship between me n siow~
off course~ i wouldnt tell out the truth~
coz i m waiting siow to confess it out instead of telling out myself~ (I got my own persistent)
but i wouldnt tell out the lies as well~ so i din give him the answer~ just says tat maybe yes maybe not~
to make the conversation not tat stiff~ i try to make fun with him~
so i ask him y he ask me sumthing like this~ and ask him izzit he wan to "kao" me?(we used to make fun like this b4~ n the answer they always say is "choy! impossible la!")
but no! he say "y? cannot meh?"
i stun thr n say tat "aiyo dun make fun of me la~~haha~" (trying to laugh silly to bring away this topic)
wat i m thinking is omg==
we are best friend leh== i really treat him as a very gud friend~
i dunno m i too sensative or wat?
after tat topic~ he always sms me in the morning or nite~(he nvr did this b4)
i was really alert here~
n sumtime within our sms, like just now~ he will say he couldnt sleep becoz missing sumone~
then whn i ask who is the lucky one~ he will say u n siow la~
he miss siow he a very normal thing~ but me! hor!!><>
haha n silly laugh to bring over the topic again==.............
so back to another topic~
i tell this to siow~ my lovely so call lover which haven really make known to the public(our high school friend)
and he was like nth............==||
i ask him do u ever care tat ur best friend maybe fall in luv in ur so call girlfriend?
i ask tat will you "hap chou"~
and so he tell me actually he didnt........
he say dunno y, he just belive tat his friend wun do tat~~
haiz..............so should i concern abt this problem tat he dun even care tat sumone is (maybe) liking me?
i dunno should i angry sad or happy.................
erhhhhh.................. so i ask him...........
will he bother if i dun contact him for 3 days?
he says off course~ he say he will miss me like hell n worried abt me~
hmmmm~~~ i should be happy when i see this~
but no! i m not happy! at all............... y?
becoz i dun believe in it..............==
sad isnt it?
i m really really really lack of confident on him..................
i m lack of "an quan gan"...............
i dunno whn he say is true when is fake...........
i know sumtimes he will say sumthing just to make me happy............
but i dunno whther izzit true or it is just to make me happy??
women are hard to please............. especially me............haiz..............
i dun like to doubt people............. but i m doubting.............
hate it................
so when can u really really confess our relation ship to the public??
this is the oni way i think for so long which can increase my "an quan gan" now..........
i dunno whether it works or not.........but should i try?
haiz...............
by the way............he is freaking unhealthy now><.........
i m a very bad girlfriend......... i shoudlnt boder him with this kind of stupid question while he is recovering slow.......==
but.......... this is the only time tat he can really free n slow down to listen to me.........==
friendly speaking~ i dun dare to bother him since he is studying so hard in out state~
busy for scolarship and money.............
i dunwan to distract him...... tats y it is really hard to find time to talk with him...........
we rarely hav deep conversation...............
so now sinces he nid to rest~ he got plenty of time staying on the bed doing nth~(actually there are many a lot a bunch a huge amount of assignment waiting for him to do n study since he has not been to school for many days because of the surgery...........)
but he nid rest~ so i think tat maybe its time to talk abt our problem right?
maybe he got time to talk and chat with me right?? (persuading my self tat i did nt do wrong@@)
haiz......................
FAN AR!!!
haiz..............k la~~ go sleep la useless hoi yee sum==
gudnite la sei alvin siow wei shiong............. fu sam hon==...........
scold u gao gao here la== u also dunno one......=P.......haiz.............
bad guy!!
always effect me==.......................
muacks!
luv u sei ye!!!
Monday, April 19, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Pain!!!
Work as promoter last last last week (forgot which week le) with ah shin in Giant kelana jaya~~
Quite new experience~~^^ but very tired!!@@ leg pain dao hell~~
Then we always eat in ah wei's daddy hawker store~^^ Gud!!! nice to eat n nice to pay too~~haha~~~^^
Then now i work as a waitress in a steamboat store with jia sheng and ah yew~~
Frm 5pm till 12pm~~ Very tired~ but time flew~~^^
many work to do too~~ so wont feel boring~~^^
But i think i will never eat steamboat anymore after this work==
Too bad i m now in a very unhealthy mood==
Headache, period pain, sore throat, leg pain............==
The most sad thing!!
My love one's leg broke!!
I m very very worried.........but i can do nth to help>
He went into operation yesterday........... N yet it was god damn pain after surgery>
T..T my heart really broke into pieces when i hear his no-energy voices............
What can i do to help?
If oni i can share all the pain u have got!!!!
Ur leg is very important..........T..T
haiz......... so pain........pain in my heart..............
i cant stop thinking abt u every nite i b4 i sleep............
think abt ur leg.......... think abt the pain u suffer......... i just couldnt help to fall into the sadness deep beneath my heart..........
Hope you can recover soon............T..T
Be strong as u were!!
Muacks!!! LOVE YOU n MISS U very very much!!!
Monday, March 22, 2010
What happened?
今天好像很多东西发生酱呢……虽然和我没有太大关系啦@@
jj n heng zi 的，soon lim and ah beng的……
全部情侣一夕之间大转变……希望一切好转咯~
至于你……为什么会这样呢？为什么突然会和你吵架？@@
我也不知是怎么开始的……
你和我说你要换朋友了……因为他们已经不再是当初和你要好的朋友了……
而我就问你那班朋友包括谁……
说说下……你就生气了……
是我问太多吗？还是因为我说错了什么？
你的确是住在他们其中一人的家啊……
你却说你住得她是她，她们是他们……说到很生气的样子……
本来还有很多问题的……都不敢问了……
你说，算了，反正你也帮不上忙……
我也就说，是咯……因为我确实也帮不上忙……
但是我其实有很多疑问呢……比如以后见到面怎么样，突然绝交，好像会得罪很多人……得罪人的话不好吧……身在别人的地方……感觉很危险……
但是全部都问不出呢……
因为你好像很生气的样子……
可能是怕吧……所以就什么都不敢问了……毕竟今天好像是很不利的日子呢……
结果你和我说你只是想和我分享……（是我要他和我分享身边的事的）
我听到这时，真的不知该怎么办好了……
我做错了吗？我是不是不应该问你那么多东西让你那么不耐烦？让你以后应该也不敢和我分享你的事了……你一定不会和我分享了……因为我帮不上忙……我做不到静静的聆听……
以前你在这的时候，我还做到静静的聆听，因为你看得到我，知道我在专心的听……
可是现在，我不敢，因为你可能会觉得我没有再听，并且觉得我在敷衍你……
所以为了表现我有在听，我都会表达我的意见阿……结果却搞得你不耐烦了……
我不知该怎么办呢……
我想要你和我分享，却不知该如何回复你阿……
好烦……所以最后也就草草结束我们的对话了……
你一定很生气……
本来想说开webcam看看你……
可是你不要……我也就烦了……
你说你要专心做功课……好吧……那就酱咯……
谁知又让你生气了……==
为了不让你在继续生气……我真的不敢再多说些什么……
唯一能做的，就是让你知道我没有不开心，没有事情，我又生气，心情平稳，让你不要为我担心……这样你才会放心……
但是，这么做，好像会让你更担心后？
但是那时的我想不到那么多吧……真的好烦……
我不懂我要怎么办……真的不知道……
怕惹你生气……但是有又很矛盾……让你越来越气……
呵呵……我总是这样后？
好烦好烦……
今天真是不吉利阿……全部情侣好像都出问题似的……
晚安啦……
祝一切安好……阿门
对了……忘了答应你不随便说爱（虽然我不觉得随便）……
那么好吧，就没有我爱你做结尾了……
我想你总可以吧？
Miss U much..............
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Busy week...
This week is so god damn busy!!><
almost all the final ends here....
summore this sunday i m going to paris edi><
haven prepare anything yet!
So tired n exhausted..............T..T
Drama end.
Perspective still a long way to go.
Life drawing still gt 2 to 3 classes.
Visual com end but assignment r still moving on.
Culture n society will end this week! but i haven touch any of it yet....prepare to die!!
Aiks~~!!
This sunday is my dear BIRTHDAY le!! 19th years old birthday........
but because off all this busy assignment........
i couldnt prepare any present for him............. so sorry.................
Summore i m flying to paris at nite for 12 hours.....
i cant even call him to greet him on time........T..T
so so so sorry nia.........
i swear i will give u present after tat!
Muacks!!
Luv u dear!!! n HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
Saturday, February 20, 2010
relationship status..........@@
OMG!! new post again==............y is there so many things happen==.........
barely update my blog within couple of days.............
the time i see ur relationship status........
it really tackle me...T..T
haiz~~ y is it single again in ur status??
i rather u put nth than single..........
sumtimes i really dun understand.........
haiz~~
the 1st time u tackle me is when the time u change ur status into "engage with xxxxx".........
i was like wow@@!! when on earth u engage with others??
then u told me tat its just making fun within friends........
then ok~ i accept it~
then u change back to single~
i feel okay then~ single is better than engage right?
so then when u hide ur relationship status later~
i was like wooohoooo~~XD
at least u r not declaring tat u r single~ means there is still possibility of being not available~
although i dunno y u nvr declare our relationship (coz we always don't??)~@@
the reason i give to myself base on how i know u, is tat maybe u scare tat u couldnt make it to our relationship so tat u dunwan to give any promisses at 1st........@@ (is it??)
this is wat i told my self......n i really BELIEVED in it........
but when i see u change back ur relationship status into single==.........
i was like@@ y is it single again...............??
did i do anything bad?? (yeap, i did......T..T)
or u already fed up with me??again@@??
aiks...........i know i m thinking way too much coz the stupid relationship status thing is oni a little bit of matter to u........ermm........ok..........it is not a matter to u==...........
so.....okay...........i admit, i m just speaking nonsense here..........==
just some thought inside my heart n i just shout it outs without thinking with my brain@@
haiz...........
this is wat a girl do when they really blind of love...............T..T
>
but i just cant help with this==..........
aiks~~ just let me shout out over here~ and everything will be fine after all~
the way of shouting out loud will let me feeling better............
maucks~~♥ luv u ♥
barely update my blog within couple of days.............
the time i see ur relationship status........
it really tackle me...T..T
haiz~~ y is it single again in ur status??
i rather u put nth than single..........
sumtimes i really dun understand.........
haiz~~
the 1st time u tackle me is when the time u change ur status into "engage with xxxxx".........
i was like wow@@!! when on earth u engage with others??
then u told me tat its just making fun within friends........
then ok~ i accept it~
then u change back to single~
i feel okay then~ single is better than engage right?
so then when u hide ur relationship status later~
i was like wooohoooo~~XD
at least u r not declaring tat u r single~ means there is still possibility of being not available~
although i dunno y u nvr declare our relationship (coz we always don't??)~@@
the reason i give to myself base on how i know u, is tat maybe u scare tat u couldnt make it to our relationship so tat u dunwan to give any promisses at 1st........@@ (is it??)
this is wat i told my self......n i really BELIEVED in it........
but when i see u change back ur relationship status into single==.........
i was like@@ y is it single again...............??
did i do anything bad?? (yeap, i did......T..T)
or u already fed up with me??again@@??
aiks...........i know i m thinking way too much coz the stupid relationship status thing is oni a little bit of matter to u........ermm........ok..........it is not a matter to u==...........
so.....okay...........i admit, i m just speaking nonsense here..........==
just some thought inside my heart n i just shout it outs without thinking with my brain@@
haiz...........
this is wat a girl do when they really blind of love...............T..T
>
but i just cant help with this==..........
aiks~~ just let me shout out over here~ and everything will be fine after all~
the way of shouting out loud will let me feeling better............
maucks~~♥ luv u ♥
Friday, February 19, 2010
yeah.............i m so stupid...........
i m so sorry babe..........
sorry to disappoint u again n again.........
n i always take advantages from u..........
my bad to always make u worried...... and make u so sick off hearing my excuses.........
i m really really sorry.......... no doubt....... sorry can change nth........
but it is to show how regret m i to hurt u so much.........
yeah.....i m so stupid.........
n i finally understand wat u wan me to do to change.................
so sorry>< sorry to make u so sad n angry of me..........T..T
i know theres nth can do to make u believe me again as i always disappoint u..........
but i will try my best!!
thx for always care abt me...........and always there for me...........
muacks!! i love u as i always do~~~~
i will take care my self~~
no worries anymore~
everyone did bad things.........so do i...........
i admit i m careless...........i always do.........
but i will try.........ok?
plssss.......dun give me up?
i really scare.............
everytime when i disappoint u...........i really scare..........
no.........not scare.....is fear..........fear of losing u............
coz i always make u sad..........and even make u sick off talking to me..........
i dunwan to be a burden..........
actually............
i always refuse to grow up..........infront of u.........
i can be a gud leader in a group, i can be a gud student in a class, i can be as gud as i can......
but i cant be a grown up infront of u.......
coz i always want u to be there to protect me...........i thought tat i can be as a child as i can be when i m with u.........when i nid care, and when i m hurt.................
i like the way when u protect me, when u cheer me up if i m upset with all those things............n i like to rely all my things on u..........
this is wat i thought.........tats y i always show the weakness face on u.........
but all these have become a burden of you.............and tats not wat i wan..........
u always wan me to learn.........to grow up............n i refuse to hear tat.............
sorry.........
and now its really time to grown up right............?
it needs time indeed..........
will u be there? waiting for me.....................
love u as i always do............
sorry to disappoint u again n again.........
n i always take advantages from u..........
my bad to always make u worried...... and make u so sick off hearing my excuses.........
i m really really sorry.......... no doubt....... sorry can change nth........
but it is to show how regret m i to hurt u so much.........
yeah.....i m so stupid.........
n i finally understand wat u wan me to do to change.................
so sorry>< sorry to make u so sad n angry of me..........T..T
i know theres nth can do to make u believe me again as i always disappoint u..........
but i will try my best!!
thx for always care abt me...........and always there for me...........
muacks!! i love u as i always do~~~~
i will take care my self~~
no worries anymore~
everyone did bad things.........so do i...........
i admit i m careless...........i always do.........
but i will try.........ok?
plssss.......dun give me up?
i really scare.............
everytime when i disappoint u...........i really scare..........
no.........not scare.....is fear..........fear of losing u............
coz i always make u sad..........and even make u sick off talking to me..........
i dunwan to be a burden..........
actually............
i always refuse to grow up..........infront of u.........
i can be a gud leader in a group, i can be a gud student in a class, i can be as gud as i can......
but i cant be a grown up infront of u.......
coz i always want u to be there to protect me...........i thought tat i can be as a child as i can be when i m with u.........when i nid care, and when i m hurt.................
i like the way when u protect me, when u cheer me up if i m upset with all those things............n i like to rely all my things on u..........
this is wat i thought.........tats y i always show the weakness face on u.........
but all these have become a burden of you.............and tats not wat i wan..........
u always wan me to learn.........to grow up............n i refuse to hear tat.............
sorry.........
and now its really time to grown up right............?
it needs time indeed..........
will u be there? waiting for me.....................
love u as i always do............
Thursday, February 11, 2010
title?? empty la== lazy think==
wow@@ 2 months no update le~
actually quite a lot of things happen~
but its almost pass~ so there is nth special to talk about all la~
About this sem~~
what i can say is FULLFILLED!!!
work seems easy to do~ but its hard to do the thinking part~
concept needed to be fully done and come out by all the brain storming!!
i really satisfied with all this "疲惫轰炸！"
haha~ so now i m really really tired !! exhausted!!==||
The favourite subject i like the most this sem is DRAMA class!!!XD
it really give me a chance to "show off" (@@??)
haha~~ i like acting~~XD it really challenge me~~
and i enjoy the time when i think about the execute n story line things~^^
it helps my brain to twist and turn around~^^
although my acting are not tat gud coz all the self-conciousness thing~
but i think i m quite talented in others part as i have a bit experience in my precious high school~~^^m i??
i like to learn and fully use wat ive learnt~
wahahha~~ i m really proud of my self~^^
So~ on the other hand~ i m quite happy that the relationship between me and my friends from previous class are not fading out@@
phew~~ we are still quite close as we can have lunch together all the time~^^
especially ah shin la~~ i can feel tat our friend ship is getting closer n closer~haha~~
happy dao~~XD
coz its really hard to find somone tat can tahan me edi@@haha~
But then, talk about the bad part...........
things are getting weird........
i really scare things tat always change between us~
i m so worried about a lot of things tat i can do nth abt it@@
ah shin la, jing la, wei n datong la, hao shen la, jj them all la...............i can barely feel tat sumthings happen in you guys.........
although i know nth, but yet i can still feel the weirdness of it@@
the only thing i can do now is open one eye and close another..........
hope things can turn back into wat they used to be@@
So after all the class and friend things, now lets talk about family thing..........
Its really shit when i knew tat..............
wat a small world>i still cant believe it....................
i cant really says out wat happen here..............
but it really pissed me off.............
Its so humiliate! how can this happen on me??!
i cant stand it! really!
some may think tat i m too over reacting on this, but i can oni says tat u will never understand when its not happen on you!
你在其他地方怎么样都好，我都不会管，我只需管好我自己，你也只需尽好你的责任……
但为什么会牵涉到我身边的人？
还是有直接接触的那种！！！ 我真的很难接受！ 你要我如何去面对我的朋友？！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
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phew..................ok............back to the topic...............
on the other hand........ me and my sister car are coming by tomoro..........
i tot i will be very excited as this is my very 1st car@@
but no..........its not.............i yet feel empty.............
i think i m just too greedy on this................
haiz~~~
then talk about another thing............ Chinese New Year is coming!!!!
for god saken............i dun really like this event at all!!!
coz things has already changed!!!!!!!!
Chinese New Year for me are no longer any special days as there are nth to be happy about.............
but yet, this year i m going to Bali with my family again..........
i dun really wan to join them at first...........
as i also had my very 1st lonely, busy working, chinese new year last year...........
coz i know there are just quarel n quarel in the trip after all..........
but what really attracted me to join this trip is wat my sister says.........
For the very 1st time my sister wan me to accompany her to do something tat she have never ever wanted to do b4!!! (tied all our hair in to braid, and tattoos on our body!!)
hell YES!! its very hard to hear my sis to ask me to accompany her!!!
she doesnt need me in all the time whenever i think she needs.......
but for this time!! she ask me to accompany her@@ wow.....WOW!!!
it really surprise me........!!!!
and this really make me so happy tat i think tat there are still a little hope between me with my family............
as all my friend know, tat there is always a gap between us, no matter which member in my family..............
so i think that...............
maybe, i wun be tat disappointed as i always do, right?
maybe this trip are different then b4?
hope so la@@
so the conclusion is i m going to a bali trip(again) with my family this chinese new year..........
I M INSANE i think@@ to make this decision.................
Okay then, finish abt classes, friends, family............and now its time to talk about my dearest baby..........................
Time flies!!!
for 3 more days, the 3rd valentine between us are coming............
this means tat we r going to step in to a 3 years relationship@@
and it also means that after 4 days, u will step into the 1st year time of living in US!!!
YOU have already been to US for 1 YEARS!!!
time flies u know??!!
i have already lived here alone for 1 years n 365 days that breathing the air without you........... what can i say??
i have past through a hard time that i miss u so much in every little single seconds and i really cant believe tat u have gone for a years..............
for every special day, i have to over come the loneliness of living without you..........
graduation nite, my birthday, christmas, new year............
and now valentine and chinese new year are coming too...............
these special days are no longer that meaningful as u r nt here with me............
but though i still need to continue my path and life..........
i can over come everything, every little missing and thinking about you.......
i can have a very fun time spending with my friends...........
but yet, its always there, the little loneliness that has taken over my heart whenever and wherever i m alone............when i m thinking about you...........
sometimes i might disappoint you but please do believe that i have no harm........
i dont know how to explain my complicated thinking and feelings.............
i just wanted to let u know how much u r important to me...........
but this doesnt mean tat i cant live happily as i always do...........
so no need worries....^^
i will still be good~
as good as the time u r with me~^^
And for the very good news that really brighten up my heart~!!!
that is YOU are coming back on the 19th MAY!!!XD
i m so happy to hear tat!!!! OMG!!!
i just cant wait till tat time><
hahahhahaha~~
i will ve very miss you!!XD
Thousand words are no longer enough to bring out what i wanna to tell you.....
The only thing i can say is that I LOVE YOU!! you are my beloved one~~
Muacks!!!!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS HUN!!!!>3<
actually quite a lot of things happen~
but its almost pass~ so there is nth special to talk about all la~
About this sem~~
what i can say is FULLFILLED!!!
work seems easy to do~ but its hard to do the thinking part~
concept needed to be fully done and come out by all the brain storming!!
i really satisfied with all this "疲惫轰炸！"
haha~ so now i m really really tired !! exhausted!!==||
The favourite subject i like the most this sem is DRAMA class!!!XD
it really give me a chance to "show off" (@@??)
haha~~ i like acting~~XD it really challenge me~~
and i enjoy the time when i think about the execute n story line things~^^
it helps my brain to twist and turn around~^^
although my acting are not tat gud coz all the self-conciousness thing~
but i think i m quite talented in others part as i have a bit experience in my precious high school~~^^m i??
i like to learn and fully use wat ive learnt~
wahahha~~ i m really proud of my self~^^
So~ on the other hand~ i m quite happy that the relationship between me and my friends from previous class are not fading out@@
phew~~ we are still quite close as we can have lunch together all the time~^^
especially ah shin la~~ i can feel tat our friend ship is getting closer n closer~haha~~
happy dao~~XD
coz its really hard to find somone tat can tahan me edi@@haha~
But then, talk about the bad part...........
things are getting weird........
i really scare things tat always change between us~
i m so worried about a lot of things tat i can do nth abt it@@
ah shin la, jing la, wei n datong la, hao shen la, jj them all la...............i can barely feel tat sumthings happen in you guys.........
although i know nth, but yet i can still feel the weirdness of it@@
the only thing i can do now is open one eye and close another..........
hope things can turn back into wat they used to be@@
So after all the class and friend things, now lets talk about family thing..........
Its really shit when i knew tat..............
wat a small world>i still cant believe it....................
i cant really says out wat happen here..............
but it really pissed me off.............
Its so humiliate! how can this happen on me??!
i cant stand it! really!
some may think tat i m too over reacting on this, but i can oni says tat u will never understand when its not happen on you!
你在其他地方怎么样都好，我都不会管，我只需管好我自己，你也只需尽好你的责任……
但为什么会牵涉到我身边的人？
还是有直接接触的那种！！！ 我真的很难接受！ 你要我如何去面对我的朋友？！
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
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phew..................ok............back to the topic...............
on the other hand........ me and my sister car are coming by tomoro..........
i tot i will be very excited as this is my very 1st car@@
but no..........its not.............i yet feel empty.............
i think i m just too greedy on this................
haiz~~~
then talk about another thing............ Chinese New Year is coming!!!!
for god saken............i dun really like this event at all!!!
coz things has already changed!!!!!!!!
Chinese New Year for me are no longer any special days as there are nth to be happy about.............
but yet, this year i m going to Bali with my family again..........
i dun really wan to join them at first...........
as i also had my very 1st lonely, busy working, chinese new year last year...........
coz i know there are just quarel n quarel in the trip after all..........
but what really attracted me to join this trip is wat my sister says.........
For the very 1st time my sister wan me to accompany her to do something tat she have never ever wanted to do b4!!! (tied all our hair in to braid, and tattoos on our body!!)
hell YES!! its very hard to hear my sis to ask me to accompany her!!!
she doesnt need me in all the time whenever i think she needs.......
but for this time!! she ask me to accompany her@@ wow.....WOW!!!
it really surprise me........!!!!
and this really make me so happy tat i think tat there are still a little hope between me with my family............
as all my friend know, tat there is always a gap between us, no matter which member in my family..............
so i think that...............
maybe, i wun be tat disappointed as i always do, right?
maybe this trip are different then b4?
hope so la@@
so the conclusion is i m going to a bali trip(again) with my family this chinese new year..........
I M INSANE i think@@ to make this decision.................
Okay then, finish abt classes, friends, family............and now its time to talk about my dearest baby..........................
Time flies!!!
for 3 more days, the 3rd valentine between us are coming............
this means tat we r going to step in to a 3 years relationship@@
and it also means that after 4 days, u will step into the 1st year time of living in US!!!
YOU have already been to US for 1 YEARS!!!
time flies u know??!!
i have already lived here alone for 1 years n 365 days that breathing the air without you........... what can i say??
i have past through a hard time that i miss u so much in every little single seconds and i really cant believe tat u have gone for a years..............
for every special day, i have to over come the loneliness of living without you..........
graduation nite, my birthday, christmas, new year............
and now valentine and chinese new year are coming too...............
these special days are no longer that meaningful as u r nt here with me............
but though i still need to continue my path and life..........
i can over come everything, every little missing and thinking about you.......
i can have a very fun time spending with my friends...........
but yet, its always there, the little loneliness that has taken over my heart whenever and wherever i m alone............when i m thinking about you...........
sometimes i might disappoint you but please do believe that i have no harm........
i dont know how to explain my complicated thinking and feelings.............
i just wanted to let u know how much u r important to me...........
but this doesnt mean tat i cant live happily as i always do...........
so no need worries....^^
i will still be good~
as good as the time u r with me~^^
And for the very good news that really brighten up my heart~!!!
that is YOU are coming back on the 19th MAY!!!XD
i m so happy to hear tat!!!! OMG!!!
i just cant wait till tat time><
hahahhahaha~~
i will ve very miss you!!XD
Thousand words are no longer enough to bring out what i wanna to tell you.....
The only thing i can say is that I LOVE YOU!! you are my beloved one~~
Muacks!!!!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS HUN!!!!>3<
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
*New Year* Welcome 2010!!!
wow~XD its NEW YEAR already~ time pass so fast as we didnt even realize it~~
hmmmm~~ lets talk abt lately~
i m now a DG (digital animation) student~^^
as now we r still in the foundation class~~ work load are not tat heavy yet~^^
i can still do wat i wan without planning time~haha~
n things are still in the way that it should be lar~@@ means i can still handle it~^^
so talk abt activities~
wat we r now more concern abt is the PROM NITE~!
that we r still haven prepared the suit we r going to wear~
haha~ though oni few of us r going to attend it~
then following will be chinese new year n valentine days~~^^
and also start to plan wat m i suppose to do in the nex sem break~~XD
(too fast huh?? we r still just in the beginning of the sem~ n i already thinking abt the sem break~~XDhahah~~ i always jump too fast in my thinking~=D )
then~ talk abt my new class~DG0905-2~
hmmm~~ its cool since i m still with my dear old gang~~XD
we r still having fun in classes~
n though we gt new member in the class as we dunno them@@
but already half of our class r come from my pre-class~
so theres no such thing call "ice-breaking" within us~
just tat still trying to make new friends with others lor~
they seems way too quite though@@
and we r still keep in touch with those who went to other classes~XD
tats wat i really appreciate~haha~~
and abt our lecturer~ wat can i say is AWESOME~XD
all the class r PERFECT!! there is no such class tat i really dun like it~^^
so this will be a very gud beginning for this year~^^
after all the class thing~^^ its time to talk abt my babe~^^
i still cant believe that the time has gone so fast~!!
tat he has already gone to USA for abt a year@@
(he went there on 15th February 2009~ one more month then he are there for a year@@)
hope that time can go faster as we can meet earlier~~XDhaha~
and theres a gud news~~XD
tat he is coming back on MAY or JUNE~XD
haha~~ so excited to hear tat~~^^
coz i doesnt aspect he will come back after a year~^^
i thought he will be back maybe once within three years coz the price of air ticket is very expensive@@
but NO!~~XD
he is COMING BACK on few months later~~XD
bwahahahhaha~~
its so GUD to hear this!!!
luv u so much!!!XD haha~~
ohya~~ aiks~~ where is my 18th birthday present T..T
i thought u say u will give me after ur exam...................==
i wait n wait n wait though@@ still waiting==..............
others forgot then nvm...........as they dunno the impotant of it@@
but u wun right??
u know tat a 18th birthday is really really important to me right@@??
u know i actually treat my 18th birthday a very special day right??
i dun aspect others to treat me well as wat i treat them..........
but i cant really use this kind of mindset on u@@ coz u r my dearest honey T..T
if u also dun understand me.....then who will?? even my family wun..................
so~~ i m still here giving hign aspectation on u~~^^
the dateline will be the day b4 u go back US lor~
muacks~~XD
luv u wor~~^^
*dear~~ although i dunno whether u will see this or nt lar== coz i din tell u i have this blog@@ that oni my TOA friend know this blog==...................aiks~~~~
hmmmm~~ lets talk abt lately~
i m now a DG (digital animation) student~^^
as now we r still in the foundation class~~ work load are not tat heavy yet~^^
i can still do wat i wan without planning time~haha~
n things are still in the way that it should be lar~@@ means i can still handle it~^^
so talk abt activities~
wat we r now more concern abt is the PROM NITE~!
that we r still haven prepared the suit we r going to wear~
haha~ though oni few of us r going to attend it~
then following will be chinese new year n valentine days~~^^
and also start to plan wat m i suppose to do in the nex sem break~~XD
(too fast huh?? we r still just in the beginning of the sem~ n i already thinking abt the sem break~~XDhahah~~ i always jump too fast in my thinking~=D )
then~ talk abt my new class~DG0905-2~
hmmm~~ its cool since i m still with my dear old gang~~XD
we r still having fun in classes~
n though we gt new member in the class as we dunno them@@
but already half of our class r come from my pre-class~
so theres no such thing call "ice-breaking" within us~
just tat still trying to make new friends with others lor~
they seems way too quite though@@
and we r still keep in touch with those who went to other classes~XD
tats wat i really appreciate~haha~~
and abt our lecturer~ wat can i say is AWESOME~XD
all the class r PERFECT!! there is no such class tat i really dun like it~^^
so this will be a very gud beginning for this year~^^
after all the class thing~^^ its time to talk abt my babe~^^
i still cant believe that the time has gone so fast~!!
tat he has already gone to USA for abt a year@@
(he went there on 15th February 2009~ one more month then he are there for a year@@)
hope that time can go faster as we can meet earlier~~XDhaha~
and theres a gud news~~XD
tat he is coming back on MAY or JUNE~XD
haha~~ so excited to hear tat~~^^
coz i doesnt aspect he will come back after a year~^^
i thought he will be back maybe once within three years coz the price of air ticket is very expensive@@
but NO!~~XD
he is COMING BACK on few months later~~XD
bwahahahhaha~~
its so GUD to hear this!!!
luv u so much!!!XD haha~~
ohya~~ aiks~~ where is my 18th birthday present T..T
i thought u say u will give me after ur exam...................==
i wait n wait n wait though@@ still waiting==..............
others forgot then nvm...........as they dunno the impotant of it@@
but u wun right??
u know tat a 18th birthday is really really important to me right@@??
u know i actually treat my 18th birthday a very special day right??
i dun aspect others to treat me well as wat i treat them..........
but i cant really use this kind of mindset on u@@ coz u r my dearest honey T..T
if u also dun understand me.....then who will?? even my family wun..................
so~~ i m still here giving hign aspectation on u~~^^
the dateline will be the day b4 u go back US lor~
muacks~~XD
luv u wor~~^^
*dear~~ although i dunno whether u will see this or nt lar== coz i din tell u i have this blog@@ that oni my TOA friend know this blog==...................aiks~~~~
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