When was the last time I write something for my self?
I used to be fun and exciting, I used to laugh out loud, I used to be carefree.
What has changed me? The one that I was so proud of?
What have I been doing all these time?
Spending a year wrapping up my final short film for my Diploma in The One Academy, 6 months working after I graduated, 6 months of travelling and self exploration after I resigned, 2 years of further study in Academy of Art, San Francisco improving my animation skill until now. A total of 4 years, I felt like I am a totally different person than who I used to be.
Countless challenges, struggles, experiences, meeting up new people, new places, new knowledges, everything that make me in to who I am now can never be undertaken.
I fell down, I stood up, every failure I faced and every decision I made, ups and downs in life that made me stronger and tougher, all these experienced sculpted who I am for now.
Life. Reality.
Am I happy with who I am now? Yes I do.
Do I miss the one I used to be? Yes of course.
There isn't much that I can do, life still goes on, challenges and struggles still happens all the time. Change may sound scary sometimes, but doesn't mean it's bad, it's just part of life.
I am still me, the fun and exiting me, I still laugh out loud, I am still carefree. Embrace the one I used to be and be the one who I am.
