yeah.............i m so stupid...........

i m so sorry babe..........
sorry to disappoint u again n again.........
n i always take advantages from u..........
my bad to always make u worried...... and make u so sick off hearing my excuses.........
i m really really sorry.......... no doubt....... sorry can change nth........
but it is to show how regret m i to hurt u so much.........

yeah.....i m so stupid.........
n i finally understand wat u wan me to do to change.................
so sorry>< sorry to make u so sad n angry of me..........T..T
i know theres nth can do to make u believe me again as i always disappoint u..........
but i will try my best!!
thx for always care abt me...........and always there for me...........
muacks!! i love u as i always do~~~~
i will take care my self~~
no worries anymore~

everyone did bad things.........so do i...........
i admit i m careless...........i always do.........
but i will try.........ok?
plssss.......dun give me up?
i really scare.............
everytime when i disappoint u...........i really scare..........
no.........not scare.....is fear..........fear of losing u............
coz i always make u sad..........and even make u sick off talking to me..........
i dunwan to be a burden..........

actually............
i always refuse to grow up..........infront of u.........
i can be a gud leader in a group, i can be a gud student in a class, i can be as gud as i can......
but i cant be a grown up infront of u.......
coz i always want u to be there to protect me...........i thought tat i can be as a child as i can be when i m with u.........when i nid care, and when i m hurt.................
i like the way when u protect me, when u cheer me up if i m upset with all those things............n i like to rely all my things on u..........
this is wat i thought.........tats y i always show the weakness face on u.........
but all these have become a burden of you.............and tats not wat i wan..........
u always wan me to learn.........to grow up............n i refuse to hear tat.............
sorry.........
and now its really time to grown up right............?
it needs time indeed..........
will u be there? waiting for me.....................

love u as i always do............