Today is a moody day.....it used to be gud as ussual......
but when figure class come......it started to change.......
why is everyone improving but i am not??
so useless.......
today is the 1st time tat my art work doesnt post on the board(?).......
people may think tat, aiyo, nvm de lar, just one time oni ma..........
but for me, its actually a heart attack........
n last week tat manequin i also score B- > B........
B-!!!!how does this happens??!
i thought tat my result can all in the average of B+ > B......but now got a B-.........
my creativity is low.......n the oni skill tat i am quite proud of is sketching figure............
but now i really doubt.......wat am i really gud at?
no creative, no skills anymore........
its oni a normal ppl after all....
some may think that B- is already very gud.......but u will never know the feeling when you drop from high to low........
the highest mark u get b4.......the deepest u will drop when u score a low marks...........
it really hurts.......feeling so sad n wan to cry edi...........
useless me.........
somemore now got lots of final project r waiting for us to done........
die lor........
really dun hav heart n strenght to do anything.........
no motive at all.........
couldnt contact my dear.......coz he is quite busy now in finding collegde........
in a vacation trip also.......
no way to spread my feelings..........>.<
erhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!just wan to cry all out!!!but cant><
ish...........useless me.........
the pop up prototype sucks.............
so embarass to drop ur face, dad.........so shame.........
so miss u ar................♥
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