lately~

phew~~ depressed depressed n depressed...........==
my paper sculpture haven start any of it n i m still here writing my blog== ish~~
i also dunno y~ just sudden feel like writing blog~~^^haha~

there is sum thing in our gang~~ sumthing tat i wouldnt know@@
sumone said if i use my heart to see, i will definitely find out.....
sumone said if i can go n observe things n expression within everyone, i can definitely find out.........
the conclusion is...........i find out nth==

its not really nth.......i wouldnt admit my observation r low...........but yet.....i can oni observe wat u guys show.........but for the things deep deep deep inside u guys..........i can feel nth==...........
maybe i know sumthing, but i really dunno izzit the thing u guys talking abt??@@
u guys think tat i m not the one who can keep secret, not becoz i dunwan to keep, is just tat i m too straight tat sumtimes i will excidentally spread out the secret........
lol..........

i dunno wats going on..........as long as it wouldnt effect me lor~ they say the truth will reveal soon~~ so i m waiting here~~
waiting for the truth~ waiting to see whether it is the one i thought..........

sumtimes i found sumthing, i wouldnt speak out, n also wouldnt ask anyone...........coz i can feel tat once i talk abt tat thing, everything's gonna change.........
so abt everything i tell u guys, means tat those r not very important things to me........
if its really effects me, i wouldnt tell, even a word.........
so izzit this the reason tat u guys think tat i wouldnt keep a secret? just becoz u guys dunno i have one??@@
blur blur.................==.......................
ish~~ dun think abt this jor lor~~ just waiting for the truth ba~~haha~~
dun let me wait too long~~really curious wats happen behind lerh><

ish>< my dear sick edi.............T..T poor little thing~~~
heart pain lerh><
take care in US ar~~ althought i m not there for u.........
but plss do be strong><
i m right here waiting for u><
muacks~~~>3<